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Most Call Me:Amber
I'm a: Female
I was born: June 1, 1990
Zodiac: Gemini
I Live In: Mooresville, NC
I LOVE: My Boyfriend,Friends&Family
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Singing, Writing Poems, Reading, Kingdom Hearts, Blogging, Anime & Manga
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Name: Amber
Location: Statesville, North Carolina, United States
Birthday: 6/1/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: My awesome boyfriend, anime & manga, playing the sims (siming), writting such emo poetry, reading, hanging with my friends, surfing the net, listening to music, making people smile, taking random pictures, singing, graduating, turning 18, going on a trip to Japan and Europe one day with my freinds.
Expertise: I write stories, poemish things sometimes, sing, learning the guitar.. , making wierd noises, i'll make u roll over laughing, don't piss me off i'll kick yer @$$ ..lol and i can easily scare u. O:D
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  CeresGoddess15
MSN: wataselovr_AMbER_219
Yahoo:  xxmaga_freakxx
Member Since:
11/24/2005
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| Well, guess it's time i updated
i meant to this weekend
but yea... didn't happen i guess
so...
what's going on with me?
well nothing all that special
school is STILL going and we're doing nothing but review bs
i've got 4 finals on my freaking birthday (which in in 3 days)
i think that i turned in my last big project in today
twas spanish class
and i procrastinated as always
so i was doing it during my lunch today, and ate lunch in my 2nd 60 minute...
let's see besides school
well i had a pretty decent weekend
twas a 3 day weekend for memorial day
Saturday kinda sucked though
i had to get up at 7
one more blessed hour than i usually do for school!
and my dad and i did all this work for my grandmother in her yard and stuff
and my back hurts SOOOO freakin bad!
we
were pulling dead limbs down from the trees with ropes and i shoveled
all of the soot and ash from the giant hole where she burns stuff like
those limbs that we pulled down and shoveling it into a wheel barrel
(sp?)
and then spread it out evenly into this compost thing that she has to use it for fertilizer...
lol yea twas not that fun
but ah wells i guess
my back if feeling a lot better than it has for the past 2 days
hmm then i also went to go see Pirates of the Caribbean that on saturday night.
i saw my friend joe there
he's in chorus and junk
and he was in my room during the SAT's
so ya
lol
he laughs weird
twas a little scary
but anyways
... unlike all the critics around here at least..
i really liked the 3rd pirates
i thought that it might not be that great
but i liked it
expect for the ending
but i think that it's a pretty logical ending although i'd rather have seen johnny eat his words with tentacles on his face...
lol ok i'm rambling
anways
twas good nuff said
let's see
sunday...
eh not that much happend
went to church like every sunday and both of us slept in and were rushing and crap
but somehow we made it in time
we went shopping and then kinda just chilled at home
that about it for sunday
Then yesterday, monday
i
went to my grandmother's house and my cousins showed up for memorial
days and we had fun swimming in the lake and going tubbing and stuff...
although me and my youngest cousin william are the only ones that got to go tubbing cuz the boats being gay
and it needs a new transmission or something so that sucked
cuz the boat wouldn't go past about 20 or 15 miles an hour and it took forever to get home
but at least there wasn't a hole in the pontoon like we originally thought ^^
ya... so i had a good time
got a little bit of a tan starting
and i didn't get sun burned for once!
yay!
lol
i'm easily pleased huh?
XD
yep...
well i don't have much else to say so here's those icons i've been promising there's a whole bunch
:)
and
i'm going to caption some of them usually i just post them but i'm
bored out of my mind and i don't feel too good so why not...
*shrug*
 *sigh* yes it does, i miss everything and everyone
 haha this one is a bit of an inside joke hehe
 haha yea.... i don't i just like this one XD
 heh tis so true
 nope not really
 yay emo staind songs
 yea! ><
 yea for some reason this looks like winnie the pooh and piglet, but it looks more like the bear ate winnie the pooh or something XD
 yep... forest gump
 wow what a horrible anagram, and yet it still makes me laugh a little bit
 hehe tis true
 wow... wearing underwear on your head is weird? o.O *makes mental note*
 true.
 :]
 if only i could
 please ^^
 ya... some of my notebooks actually look like this...
 i always do ^^
 heh this reminds me of when i talk to vincent late at night
 heh, usually :P
 awwww
 haha
 :]
 domo hehe *gaia nerd*
 *angry nod* lol
 yay emo taking back sunday songs now
 haha this reminds me of janett
 i don't know why this thing makes me laugh so much
 lmafa
 if only they were that evident...
 eh tenchically i don't even have to be bored XD
 lmao... a little true though >.>
 haha
 o yes please do
 this a very funny song by Adam and Andrew (the one's that did the i must be emo song)
 this is slightly creepy
 heh
 XD
 god i wish i had a bush like that!
 they must be kinda masochistic...
 gah i have too many days like this
 if only...
 hehe >.>
 the pages i write in everyday
 one of them... no THE best though
 mmmmhmmm
 hehe *hp geek*
 wow, this person must have met my mother before
 hold me forever...
 haha the clasic words that mean "I sooo did it"
 ^^
 that would be kinda of a bipolar soundtrack
 and the stupidest first >.>
 true
 i've done that, although i was losing my umbrella not really just running with it ^_^;
 beautiful
 haha, but is that really "Fresh" eating?
 haha poor little lumpy headed delicious little morsels
 heh corny but still funny
 i've been on one of those a lot since last summer....
 haha it's kinda true though
 oh yes
 i must tell someone that
 *smile*
 *sniff* love that movie
 hehe it reminds me of bonnie
 ah yes directions for the technilogically retarded
 hehe *giggles*
 god, this is kinda disturbing but oddly amusing
 lmao, omg i'm going to do that !
 haha that more than true than you think
 haha that fuckign dane cook
 yay i fucking love this book
 oh how true that is
 also true
 haha god that fucking stuart
 yay joj
 hah sounds like what i complain about all the time
 yep... sure did
 *sigh*
 wow slipknotness been a while...
 hehe i've had some of those
 hehe... depends on how high the TV is...
 god, yes
 *smiles*
 if i was there i sure would
 yay another emo band
 hehe
 omfg this a weird icon, but his face is fucking hillarious
 i member that show.. it's still on aparently
 or maybe that's just everyday
 yay it's nana
 hehe i should tell that to someone too
 what the hell how can picks make me emo too?... *sigh*
 haha it seems i've fallen into both XD
 i love the fall colors
 haha the last part is a little stalkerish XD
 gah! i loved her in the movie!
 hehe New Moon !!!
 homg wtf
wow it's a miracle cuz i'm done!
yay
well, hope that you enjoy, and comment !
please... :(
yep well i think that i'll try to call vincent and see if he can talk to me yet....
k bye all
i love you vincent
*smile*
~Amber
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| - In Betweenah yes....
here i am updating again
i love how so many people read and didn't comment on my last entry
yea, anyways
nothing much new here
same shit different day
or whatever the fuck you want to call it
school is school
teachers are being bitches and making us work when there's only 2 weeks left cuz they're all just fucking nazis
so what's new
they can dive off a cliff for all i care
i don't see the point in writing paper after paper
especially when half of them don't even grade it cuz they're too fucking damn lazy
ya, so that's school for ya
what's next.... hmmm
well i'm supposed to be driving now, my dad lets me drive him places and shit but i'm not legally doing it
fucking insurance is too high
instead of his regular fees doubling they fucking trippled... i need my license so that i'll be able to drive sometime before fucking christmas alone that is
w/e
he's trying to forge the insurance card he has... lol
don't even ask
cheep bastard
hmmm let's see i just talked to my mom
she's ... eh "having a bad week"
w/e
member i said that the dog was having all the problems and she couldn't afford it and all that
yea, well her and her amazing luck got some schnauzer rescue what ever the fuck it is to help her
and not just "help" her fucking pay for everything!
yea like i said amazing luck...
i swear to god she needs to fucking fall on her ass and not have anyone to pick her up
w/e... i just get pissed off talking about her so i'm just gonna stop
i don't fucking care anymore
and i'm tired of her negative bull shit
she is literally the person that could have every fucking thing they ask for, and STILL want something more, or find something wrong with what she's got
so fuck it
and fuck her
i don't care
nothing i say helps
nothing anyone says is going to help
unless they say exactly what she wants
but hey she'll find something wrong with their tone too
or w/e
i'm through trying to comfort her
i'll just talk to her like a drone
and agree with her
cuz that's the best for me
no nonsense
nothing for her to get mad at...
too bad it's impossible for me to actually accomplish that...
>->
yep...
let's see what else
oh
my cousin mindy was supposed to come over to my mamaw's house today
so we decided that we'd go eat over there
well we got there at 6 and she didn't get there till 7
we didn't even eat till 7:30
but we're all used to that she said 2 then 6 then 7
she does that all the time
that's just her
undependable
but oh so mindy
my grandmother is being really bitchy lately
i think it's cuz she's starting to worry
we're all starting to worry
she's keeps getting called to the doctor for more and more tests
and i didn't even know that it's her heart they're testing...
i dunno i feel bad getting mad at her
i love her to death
it's just sometimes... lol
that's all grandmother's though
twas good to see my cuz for a little while though
she brought jared too... lol i don't like him
but hey she loves him so who am i to argue i guess
lol
... hmm well
who know when i'll go to sleep tonight
i'm waiting for a pie to cook for this project
and crap
and i want to talk to Vincent, but he's busy with drama right now...
*sigh*
oh well
yep well don't have much else to say
so goodnight i guess
I love you Vincent :]
srry i'm being kinda stupid
i must be getting pre-menstral or something....
*sigh* i don't know
maybe it's cuz i got about 2 hours of sleep last night too... *shrug*
just hasn't been a good day i guess
you make me feel better...
but it's ok
night people
~Amber
ps: icons soon i promise ^^
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| - BreathKnow what?
I have a new hero now.
My dad.
Why, you ask?
well, simply he put up with my mother non-stop adult to adult, and was fucking married to the most negative and fucking insane person that this world has ever sheltered, i swear to god if my mother didn't listen to country music and wear preppy clothes, she be the absolute epitome of a goth!
and i'm serious she may even be so much of a goth that the goth people get scarred, i don't even think homicidal maniacs linger on as much shit in the past as she does!
you know actually i don't even think that the craziest suicidal maniac thinks about that kinda of shit as much as she does...
but yea...
i just called to wish her happy mother's day
like i did on her birthday and i got the same response
she.... said "oh, well it's not a very happy mother's day when you're not here"
but, that's ok i still wished her to have a happy one
and told her that i love her
and that i hope she has had a good day and everything
and ya know even when somebody has the shittiest day ever,
if someone said happy... w/e
they wouldn't say that kind of shit
i'm sorry just bc you have had a shitty week, day, mother fucking year... life
i don't give a damn
does not mean that you have god damn right to fucking rub w/e your freaking problem may be in someone's face
ya know it told her, that i called to wish her happy mother's day to make her feel happy
and i said you know what happened instead?
you made me feel like utter shit!
and i didn't even say this until later
i talked to her for like 2 hours
mostly about the dog... and stuff
i swear to god for the average amount of luck one person can have she has all the luck of a million ppl
out of nowhere all the time
something or someone takes pity upon her
and so now the dog is being helped 100% cost free
... yea i'll explain later
i think i'm done here
i want to talk to Vincent
:)
peace
~Amber
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| - Behind Blue Eyes Hello people's
Yea, well i'm sitting in the Library at school, forgot the they don't block xanga here.
yea, there's been AP testing all week and today's AP US so basically my whole English class is taking the test and then they get to go home after that, i don't take AP US till next year though, luckily if i make and a or b (there's 2 "style" points) i won't even have to take the SP test my senior year
so that's cool
yea... you're lucky to make a c in those classes though
Yea, well it was just me and this other kid in here, but the AP test is apparently over, and his gf is here now... oh joy >.>
lol yea, i miss vincen't more today, although i miss him everyday
but last night, made me miss him even more... *sigh*
it's not that much longer until i get to see him again though
and then it won't be the 10 day shit like it has been it'll be a whole month minus one week that i'll spend with my mother...
speaking of my mother, she's sooo overdramatic right now it's not even funny
although when is drama ever funny?
anyways, yea "her" dog Angel is really sick lately and i don't really know how to place just what exactly is wrong with her, but she's not able to keep and food down and is in turn getting skinnier and skinnier she's down to 7 pounds when she's normally 11 or more
so that's definitely not good, and there's more than that that's wrong with her, there's something wacky with her head, the bone in it is causing a lot of pressure on her brain, and it's causing her a lot of pain, but yea my mother would never think of putting her to sleep...
she "cares about her too much" i think that's pretty selfish though, i mean she's not going through the pain the poor dog is
yea, she called me wend. and said not to call her cuz she's going to be working a lot so she can pay for the dog...
funny how she'll work for the dog, but not to see me, she hasn't saved a single cent for me to come this summer.... *sigh* w/e i'll pay her half if i have to...
i just wish that i mattered a little more than that
but then again i did leave, the dog is like the only thing that she's got left, so i understand, although i don't agree that she should inevitably waste money that she doesn't have on the dog, when she's just going to get worse that's what the doctor said, that she was just going to whither away and there isn't much she can do about it...
w/e... next topic
i guess there isn't that much else to say, there's only 3 weeks left of school for me, and really only 2, cuz i'm in honors
yea... well
i think i'll update this later
cuz this is hilarious listening to corbin's indecisive girlfriend
LOL
ok
bye ppl
i love you vincent
miss you sooo much
:)
~Amber
**EDIT**
May 12
Saturday
yea, i would make a new entry but then nobody would read this one!
lol, so yea it's just gonna be like this...
so anyways
not much going on to say
but oh well
i took SAT's last Saturday and i finished driver's ed too,
now all i need to do is go down to the DMV to get my provisional( the stupid "step" shit they have in NC)
i won't be able to drive by myself till about december
but i guess better late than never right, or at least better than not being able to drive till i'm 18
yep
anyways
let's see what else
hmmm
i saw spiderman 3 last night, it was....
umm ok?
actually it was a good movie for a movie, but not so much for Spiderman
my dad was mad cuz he said they embellished on shit too much, cuz he read all the comics when he was a kid XD
yea, i thought that the singing part was kinda dumb, but i guess that's just me, and...
NEWSFLASH! to the retarded directors that think they are somehow "artsy" or claim artistic licence:
THE BLACK VENOM SPIDERMAN IS SUPPOSED TO BE VERY VENGEFUL AND DARK LIKE CREEPY IN THE SHADOWS DARK, NOT FREAKING EMO!
*breathes*
and another thing, :just because there are a lot of "emo" little bitches running about doesn't mean that fucking spiderman get's to be emo!
omfg
since when did the fucking movies become "politically correct"
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yea nuff of that
so....
what else is there to say?
hrm, well my grandmother and my aunt jeanie came over for a visit today,
that's always fun huh?
it's fun seeing them and all don't get my wrong
but my grandmother really fucking pisses me off sometimes
i mean
what the fucking fuck!
i think i get that i "should" be looking into colleges and all that shit, that doesn't mean that i want to see all the fucking articles that you find confirming what you say and rubbing them in my face!
i swear to god, if i see one more mother fucking article that says anything like "when you should apply for college" or "juniors: it's not too late to apply for college!"
jesus fucking christ!
AND
then her other shit....
*sigh*
i'm comming closer and closer to confirming that my mother will not be able to pay her half of my ticket to come to texas this summer....
and so my grandmother was asking stuff like, "what are you going to do this summer?" and all that jazz
and she asked if i'm still planning on going to texas for part of the summer.
and i said that i honestly didn't want to talk about it then
and i should have just said yes, but no, me and my fucking idiot self had to be like "yes"
.... and then she was like how?
and of course she already knows the shit about me mom and all that, and knew that i most likely wasn't going to get any help form my dear mother
so what's new right?
yea... anyways
and so of course she had to comment, "your boyfriend isn't paying for it again is he!?"
like it's the fucking sin of the earth or something... ><
yea.... and i said "what's so wrong with that"
and for some freaking reason she just thinks that "that is not right" *imitates her annoying head shake of disapproval*
yea i don't understand, but w/e
it'll be ok
uh hm....
well does anyone remember Bearshare?
of course you do
well everyone also knows how it fucking sucks now as well
but, alas there is hope
i'm hopelessly addicted to torrent files and all that jazz
but it is so very hard to find some of the other stuff and of course less popular stuff as well
so what do i have?
the OLD version of Bearshare :)
5.2
it DOESN'T suck
yay!
lol
yea....
hmm well i don't think that there is nething else that i really have to say
i'm waiting for Vincent to come home from the thing with his dad, and that's about it
i gotta go to church tomorrow morning
and it's mother's day tomorrow, but i'm not supposed to call my mother... so i don't think that i'm even going to talk to her tomorrow
not like i really care... but ya know it sucks that she's not even giving me the change to try and make the day special for her...
oh well guess i know where her priorities are...
we're supposed to go out to dinner tomorrow night, and i think that my cousin mindy is going to be going too, so yay! lol
*loves her cousin*
:P
yep....
well nothing else to say
so i shall say good bye until... umm sometime
I Love You so much Vincent
*smile*
*muah!*
~Amber
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